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| i figure its about time to give my faithful fans an update on my life.
i have like no motivation for school anymore. i just want to get out
for the summerrr! and start working at applebees! and go to nicaragua
and hopefully chaparone the high school mississippi trip! and see my
friends! OH! and the braces are coming off may 8th! can't wait!
so last night i sat in my bed in high point and looked through all my
old birthday cards, letters, dance evaluations, and the like. it really
made me miss some of my old friends. it was quite a trip to the past.
i decided that i'm double majoring in social work and communication disorders. i'm pretty excited.
i'm actually motivating myself to start going to the gym. amazing, i know.
i really don't like xangas anymore, i hate updating.
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|  part
of me wishes i could return. i felt at home there, like i was doing
God's work all the time and stayed focused on the important things in
life. The people i met, the experiences i had, the things i
learned...all those things played such a huge role in my walk with the
Lord today and also the person i have become. i seemed to have so much
more boldness for Christ there. and i wasn't afraid of sharing my
faith. or being a servant to other people. tonight i just really want
to go back. to be with my old teammates. to serve the africans.
to feel like i was doing something worthwhile with my time. but
this makes me realize all the more that i need to learn to do all those
things here. this is my mission field; my boldness shouldn't depend on my environment.
on this note, i also want to be with the people that know me best. at
nc state, people know me, but not like my real friends from home
do. they are the people i can come home to and pick up right
where we left off. i feel sorta trapped at school. i have no where to
go. this is my "home". don't get me wrong, i love nc state and raleigh,
but part of me feels trapped. i'm feeling rather down tonight (in case
you couldn't tell by now ). only one more week of tests and papers and i'll be in my own bed! and with my wonderful friends!
on to more important issues...
i went to my first hopeline training session on wednesday. it kinda has
me scared honestly. but i know i belong there and that it will be
great!
i went to the nc state vs boston college game today. ridiculous. thats all i got to say. OH and fountain had crab legs tonight...that was definately a highlight in the day.hahahaha.
so yup. i'm going to put in some ridiculous movie, eat a ridiculous
amount of ice cream, and do a ridiculous amount of work tomorrow.
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| I was sure by now
That You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say “Amen”, and it’s still raining
As the thunder rolls
I barely hear Your whisper through the rain
“I’m with you”
And as You mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away
I’ll praise You in this storm
And I will life my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
Every tear I’ve cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm
--casting crowns
this isn't much of an update, but i heard this song on the
car radio yesterday and knew it was for me. it just
applies to everything that has been happening in my
life. a better update will come soon...promise!
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i found my new profession. psh, forget social work; come be part of my gangsta possy!
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| for some odd reason, i'm in a bad mood.
hold on, this isn't odd. i'm studying spanish. no WONDER i'm in a bad mood!!!!!!
i hate spanish so much, and i know i won't ace my test tomorrow. i
don't know why i get so stressed out over it, but i do.
tomorrow's friday. two thumbs up!
anddddd, i need to study more spanish. ok. update finished.
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